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Am pascut fericit
Scris de Alex Sima | 22, 04, 2009
***** Bilant pentru Pastele din 2009: Trei zile fara internet, o zi fara semnal la mobil, doua prosoape umplute cu muci, una bucata burta umpluta cu mancare, si un creier umplut cu ganduri. Cu alte cuvinte, desi se presupune ca ar fi trebuit sa ma odihnesc, am avut o stare care a oscilat intre plictiseala, relaxare si dorinta de a face orice inafara de a sta degeaba.
***** Pe drumul de intoarcere catre Bucuresti, la intrarea in oras, opt masini facute ferfenita. Am trecut peste impulsul de a scoate camera si a face poze, ca un demn jurnalist cu pofta de rating prin orice mijloace. Si m-a uimit faptul ca priveam pe geam la accidentati, printre sirene de salvari, si nu simteam absolut nimic cand ii priveam pe oamenii cu fetele pline de sange. Ma uitam ca la un film, sau poate mai rau, ca la un vis. N-am avut nici o reactie, nici de simpatie, nici de curiozitate, nici de atribuire a vinei… nimic. Indiferenta totala. Si asta m-a facut in schimb sa nu ma simt prea bine. Dar o sa treaca. Azi amintirea e o umbra, maine deja voi uita cu totul. Mai demult, cand accidente se intamplau cu minute inainte sa trec pe acolo, sau chiar cand am asistat in direct la ele, aveam o minima reactie. Un “ce-ar fi daca in locul lor as fi eu”. Acum, nimic. Nu stiu daca e bine sau rau. Dar asta e situatia.
***** Cele de mai sus combinate cu pofta de mancare m-au condus catre alte ganduri bizare. Sunt multumit ca traiesc. Sunt fericit cand mananc. Ma gandesc ca poate fi si mai rau. Pot sa traiesc in Africa si sa nu am ce manca. Dar poate fi si mai rau. Pot sa nu am ce manca, sa calc pe o mina si sa nu mai am cu ce manca. Sau poate fi mai rau. Dupa ce am calcat pe mina, poate sa se apropie de mine un leu care spre deosebire de mine, va avea ce manca.
***** In concluzie, nu par sa-mi priasca perioadele de meditatie.
***** * Offtopic: Am refacut prima pagina a siteului si am modificat pe ici pe colo prin bloguri. Usor, de primavara…
Subiecte: Amintiri, Ganduri, Personal | 11 Comentarii »
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